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Monday, 31 December 2012

!!YJ- JJ Give Out YunJaeEvidence Again!!Part4

Hey you all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Before starting off our so called YunJaeEvidence~
Assalamualaikum, Ayeonghasaeyo and Hello my friends ;)

So, I told you all right, that I'm gonna rush YJ evidence before school start this January 2013.
But to tell all of you~
I will keep posting the YJ evidence but MARK -> not all the time..
Which I mean that, I updating this blog randomly.. do you all get what I mean??


FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, to make it short, the YJ evidence will be updated but the time is random^^
So, I hope you all give me time to collect all the YJ evidence *wink*

Enough with the information~

~ Let's Fly to YunJae Lalaland ~

!Bonus Picture!

I fall in love when I saw this photo.
Thumbs up to the owner >O<
So well Done!



Okay,the YunJae evidence part 4 is about Jaejoong- New- Released-Song!!!!
So, the song that I had tell you was in my past 3-5 post, I think about Jaejoong own composed song..

Let me give you the tittle of the song, which I'm not sure the song actually.

STAY
KISS BE
INSIDE ME

This three song , that I know are the song played in Jackal, Jaejoong second movie.
So, for the new Jaejoong relesed album is gonna be a -ROCK version concept-
You all must seen it right, the video that CJESJYJ upload on the Youtube.

One thing I'm gonna say here maybe two things are:

1) I'm really looking forward to this album of Jaejoong since it his own composed and also his first Solo Album as JYJ~ *already saving my money*

2) after watching and listening to Jaejoong video that I mention earlier, the high notes is too high for Jaejae and yeah..... remember his song 'Maze'~ 
I think it higher note than Maze song but over all, let's keep updating, shall we for our JaeJae ^^

Okay, so back to the songs again.

The first song : STAY


I can't give you the more lyrics since Zeinab and yj5294 want their privacy, okay~

[Credit : Zeinab Says @yj5294]

I’m here to stay I wait for you as I was that time
I’m here to stay I wait for you as I was
I’m only you Although I know that you’re not coming back
I feel more pain for I try to forget about you


Comments : 

The message of the song if you’re finding it hard to understand :

” it’s about a person whose lover wanted to stop their relationship and told him to move on , but this person is telling his lover that he will not move on , he will forever be holding on to this love ,waiting for his lover just like he always had , just like the sunflower always staring at the sun and never changes , he will always love his lover and won’t change .The song has a strong challenging tone, he’s telling his lover that his attempts to push him away are pointless and futile ” . 

I think i tend to be more realistic and i know many YJS won’t like what i have to say , but it’s pretty obvious that Yunho is in his “still ouch , hurt ” process and is giving Jaejoong a hard time ,that’s why almost all of his songs are about the same concept .I think this song is pretty much similar to No Gain .. Jaejoong wrote this song probably in one of these months (May-Jun-July) where he shot the movie so hopefully by now Yunho is not that stubborn anymore although Jaejoong’s “Love and forgiveness” tweet confirms what i say .. Believe what you want to believe. 

On a side note , Jaejoong said the song he composed at the beginning to have the 90’s feeling to it but the music director of the film changed the whole composition to give it the modern feel.I’d have liked the 90’s version better to be honest , that auto-tone covered Jae’s beautiful vocals .

So, you all.... right, and I'm too prefer the 90's version since it would be more meaningful to hear and the feeling just absorb to your heart magically.

The 2nd song : Kiss Be

[Credit to : Zeinab Says @ yj5294]

You're my everything, So hot So cool (Yeah~) So sweet Makin' me 
So hot So cool So sweet yeah, yeah yeah yeah 
You do what I ask you to do. Do what I command to you Look, it fits well 
Don't love me only You will be disappointed, Babe

The lyrics above, I'm quite confuse at the beginning .... is it :

- You're my everything
- You're my ever love

I kinda confused but yeah, when the full lyrics came out.. just stick just to that one,okay^^

Comment :

The lyrics is TOO MUCH SHOWING THAT YUNJAE IS R.E.A.L.
For your information, I'M NOT DELUSIONAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How can you wrote something like this:

You're so Hot, So Cool, So Sweet .. In makin' me love


This is definitely, Jaejoong describing A GUY not a woman!!
It so obvious that this song is for Yunho~

Watch AADBSK2 , the couple talk YunJae Couple~




WATCH:
Part 1 & Part 2 

'Jaejoong : I know everything about Yunho until his body.'

Still not believing YunJae is so REAL~

3rd song : Inside Me/ Consolation only for me

"seems that my heart that collapsed on stopped , crying ,crying ,crying again.
My love , my love who left me alone ,my love my love in my memory and thought,
you've already become a part of me. "



Listen closely at 0:35


This is my favourite song of all the song, the song that I hear all the time before it released xD
You don't know how much I cry hearing his voice.
His voice  and feeling tells that he's really love this 'person' but this 'person' leave him alone.
Looking at the lyrics translation ' only God know how Jaejae's heart right now'

He's really suffering ...ALONE.


I do't know how to tell you guys but THE-MOST-AWESOME-YUNJAE-EVIDENCE
is in the 'Nine' song.


Did I give you too much information??
Or I just being crazy as always??

Yeah, over all~
I can't wait for Jaejae new album ><

Ok, everyone..bye~

p/s : my TVXQ - HUG & TRI-ANGLE cd had arrived ><,  and most of all TVXQ - Photobook in LA came safely to my house~ I will update the picture,okay^^ bye~~~

- Soulmate at the MBC Drama Award yesterday - 
- Yunnie & Minnie at MBC Gayo Daejun tonight. - 
- Suie at his Musical performance -

They all so busy now~
I wish 2013, will be their year ^_^

Thursday, 27 December 2012

..Now I Know, How You Feel..

Assalamualaikum, Anyeonghasaeyo and Hello minna~
Ok, cutting all the greeting down~
I want to share you a story,
A story about me, my besty and TVXQ.

Before that, bonus picture for today~
I have lots of YunJae evidence for all of you,
I will rush all the evidence before school start this January,okay :)



Ok, let's start my story.

I don't know when I know my twins but I know her.

It all started on 2010, I guess or 2009, I can't remember anything, sorry T.T
I became a member at AsianPopcorn.com (a kpop/jpop/tpop website)
I post everything there, news, picture and video is a full time posting.
Someday, I came across a Malaysia Cassiopeia and it a girl.
Her name in APC is nadz89.
I always chat with her, giggling together, laugh and one reason is because it TVXQ.
We are OT5 Cassiopeia and we support 2 and 3 of them because that who we are.

Then, until I made my account on Facebook, she add me again.
Then, we leave our APC world and enter FB world.
From that day, I guess..
I have known her for almost 2 or 3 years in my life.
That the power of TVXQ communicate me with people around me and this friendship is the best I have.

It started like.... both of us always buzz each other on our facebook private message.
We talked about TVXQ, ourselves and our family...
If one of us have a bad day, we tell each other and we get over it when we start spazzing TVXQ again.
Until now, I was a 16 years old girl and turning 17, she's the best person I have ever met.
I want you to know her as my 'besty' here, okay^^

My Besty, she really awesome person.
I felt like myself when I'm with her.
I can let out everything and tell her how my day goes.
Until, she told me :

'Wani, when do you want to visit me,here?'


I forgot to tell you, I'm from Terengganu and my besty is from Klang, Selangor.
To go to Kuala Lumpur, It takes 8 hours journey by bus and to go to Klang, I have to take another bus to go there.
She told me that, I just have to be at Kuala Lumpur bus station and she will pick me up.
That our plan , nice~ right (^_^)
But, the problem now that occur between us are non of us are free.
She had a job already and me, still in high school.
So, the date we set always clash with our activities.

But, the problem didn't broke our friendship when we start sharing what we had.
All the time TVXQ.
We spazz each other about our TVXQ and giggle with chibi tvxq gag. 
We always do that non-stop when it come to chibi tvxq gag.
We just can't stop.

Everything we do, we always do it together.
Like, we share our favourite YunJae story (we're YJS).
we will share what we saw about TVXQ on the facebook like what they wear.
Then we crazy ourselves searching for the items xD
We're not buying but just look at the price, we just laugh together.
And we always together when purchasing some TVXQ stuff.
We're like:

Besty : she sold this really high. aren't any store sell this?
Me : wait, I will look for it.
Besty : come one Wani, hrry up agent, roger~
Me: roger, besty! *Cuople of minutes pass* FOUND IT!
Besty : it cheap~ have to check safety back-up money first.

After a couple of weeks, or months.. she will tell me that It worth to buy.
Then, we start asking and bidding for the price.
Yeah, we always the same.

Being Jaejoong biased, both of us are really awesome.
We will spazz how beautiful Jaejoong is. 
How perfect he is.
Most is how beautiful Jaejoong is XD
* sorry jaejae you're just too beautiful*

She really good in this internet, pc,website thing.
I always asked her how to use this software..and this and that~
She will teach me.

Being a YunJae shipper, we make our own fanfics to be share to all YunJae readers.
She in-incharge on the plot and I was in-charge on writing the story.
She got really awesome ideas and she told me that my writing skill improved a lot.
That when we decided to make our own YunJae site.

and all the time spazzing is YunJae. *always =)*

Today, she asked me again when do I free?

I felt really bad since it been a long time friendship and non of us got the chance to meet each other up.
I really hope during the school holiday, If I can have 2 or 3 days off, I will go to her.
She even told me that to stay with her *so shy to stay with stranger*
She even said that don't act so shy since she knew who I am. >///<

I forgot to tell you, 
Because she trust me as a friend so much, she bought me JYJ - 3voice II and JYJ - Memories of 2010
Because I can't find here at my place.
I got at my place it just when I go there, it not in stock -_-||
She gift me as a gift of friendship. When I received the parcel after I back home from school, I cried so hard that she believe me like that. How amazing and wonderful person she is.
We just met on the internet but she treat me like we have being friend for ages.
I still remember how I hug her gifts in my embrance and cry thinking how wonderful friendship are.
She just someone who you can rely on, really. I don't lie to you.

I don't know how to please her,then I buy this JYJ StarCard collection. 
Not the whole box but only the packet.
I give her that since that was my precious treasure in my life.
And when she received it, I know that time, I already make my collection to someone who worth them all.
You all can just scroll down there on the sidebar and found her gift.

To tell you, the lesson I learned is:

It really valuable to have a friendship.
Do not ever broke your friendship for one small nano problem.
You don't know how worth you are when a person trust you.
You don't know how amazing you are if a person rely on you.
Don't ever break any of your friends heart because of your selfish attitude.

I don't know why but ~~~~~~~~
I think now I know how TVXQ friendship look like.

Because 5 of them are from a different background but they met under one fate.

It just same like me. I don't my besty and she didn't know me too.

They live together, get to know each other, they know what their member are like.

same as me. I don't know who my besty is after I friend with her.
Even she's busy at work, she still buzz me on facebook.

And that how I feel after my friendship with my besty.

Now I know how TVXQ feel, to be together, do the stuff you like together, cry together, laugh together, sharing everything together, be a good listener , and be someone who you can rely on.

That was the most beautiful in a friendship for me.

I cry writing this post again.
I don't want to lose her and I really want to meet her.
I know this year, this new year~
I will go and meet her.
And all day we will talked about TVXQ, our forever love.

I know who didn't understand my post will say that I'm too emotional.
But to tell you, if you all had experience something like this before,
You will know how I feel.
I really want to meet her and to thanked her so much for the wonderful years.

Nadzirah Jais, eventhough we are different but I know we always felt the same.
Thank you so much for being my lovely bestfriend.
I'm really the luckiest person to meet you and I know your friends too.


So, this all my post for today.
Thank you so much for reading.
Will see you all soon with my HOT YUNJAE EVIDENCE!!!

Bye~

Wednesday, 26 December 2012

..!!Happy 9th Anniversary,TVXQ & RedOcean!!..

Assalamualaikum, Anyeonghasaeyo and Hello everyone~
So, do you all know what today is???
Hurry up.. guess..what today is??
Come on~

Hurry up~
Ppali..ppali !!!!!
You already know??
Yeah.. it's~~~~~

It's TVXQ 9th Anniversary day 
~(26/12/2003 - 26/12/2012)~

~Full credit to it's owner~


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Finally,

It has been 9 years our boys debut as a singer.
It has been 9 years they through many hardship.
It has been 9 years they make us laugh.
It has been 9 years they make us listen to their voice.
It has been 9 years they continue giving their music.
It has been 9 years they smile to us.
It has been 9 years they share wonderful memories with us.
It has been 9 years they still there, standing proudly to us.
It has been 9 years they keep moving forward for us.
It has been 9 years they cry silently without us.
It has been 9 years they bow to all of us.
It has been 9 years they fight everything for us.
It has been 9 years Only God know what their fate are~

It has been 3 years I have been a Cassiopeia
It has been 3 years I fight those cruel word towards my boys.
It has been 3 years I silently cry because of them.
It has been 3 years I laugh because of them.
It has been 3 years I smiled because of them.
It has been 3 years I ship YunJae.
It has been 3 years I know about them.
It has been 3 years I can't choose one of them to be mine.
It has been 3 years I shut my ears close hearing anti fans word.
It has been 3 years I through a wonderful journey of my life with the boys.
It has been 3 years finally I found my happiness and that happiness is my TVXQ.

Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun, Shim Changmin, Kim Jaejoong, Jung Yunho~

Thank you for making me today.
I don't really know my life before I met you guys?
Seriously ,you guys just appear in those Youtube screen then captured my heart until now!
So, my dear Cassie, let me tell you a story how TVXQ catch me xD

It all started when I was 12 years old that time, being a good girl, I watch some Japanese drama that my 2nd big brother download on his pc.
After I'm turning 13 on June, suddenly at the end year of 2009, I know this one girl who love kpop and she's an ELF and she one of my bestfriend now *wink*

When the first time I talked to her, she told me that I should go on Youtube and search Tohoshinki song since she and her sister like TVXQ first then Super Junior.
Being an innocent as always, I ignore their word until I met my sunbae(senior) in school after I enter like Taekwando group. It's not taekwando ,reallly!
My senior are girls, two girl. The skinny one love Jaejoong and the chubby one love Changmin (I don't know TVXQ that time). I told them why they like a group that almost disbanding since that time I accident-ly press some Korea channel that KBSWorld!

Both of them like eyeing me with dangerous eyes and yeah bully me if i din't come tomorrow with one of TVXQ song, I will fight with them during the club training. I was scared like hell since I know they have been in there like 4 years experience.
Then, lazily myself searching Tohoshinki name on the Youtube , then it come out ' Tohoshinki Survivor'.
I press the button then enter myself on their music video.
Yeah, I heard it then tomorrow came to school like always and I told them that I listened to Survivor.
They both like ' good girl, listen more to them,okay' and yeah I'm bestfriend with the chubby senior sister.

Yup, after 3 days, it was my end-year-examination.
I'm studying like a crazy girl to pass my grade.
Until there was this subject that I can't remember make me blank on the test paper exam.
I was praying and thinking very hard since I memorized not studying!

lesson learn : study smart! not study hard!

Then, suddenly I accidently singing Survivor song when answering the paper.
That time, it hit me on the heart!

'What song this I just sang?'

Then reality hit me again when I sang the song again.
After the examination end, I back home studying TVXQ not for my examination!!!
After a week, I think... I finally found why they disbanding, why they being like this~
Without I know, I shed my tears for them, for the person who I didn't know at all~
Then, it hit me again, I fall in love with these 5 boys~

Then, my journey started when I clever-ing myself entering the social network call Facebook.
I didn't tell my parents even my brother,2nd since he's someone that you can rely on that I have FB.
When he know I have this, he just say ' yeah ,you got FB'
I was scared like hell that he will mad at me but No, he didn't!! Cool,right?

Continue~

I found many TVXQ fans and asked them who Cassiopeia is?
Funny right!
They explain to me and at the middle of June when I was 14 years old, that time I already fall in love with Jaejoong, since I accidently think he's a girl during the survivor! O.o
Sorry Cassie, my eyes!
I became a Cassiopeia and leave my fairy tale world and enter this Red Ocean World~

My first TVXQ album that I bought with my own money is -In Heaven-
I felt like crying to have it and worth because I buy it using my money , well, money that I got from school plus business, yeah~ follow up by -IN HEAVEN SPECIAL EDITION-
That was the best time for me and I even fell more in love with them.
Tohoshinki A- Side Collection and Mirotic are the gift from my big brother for me.
He just too kind for his own~

So, yeah~ the story goes by when my lovely sister owned a blog.
I asked her how to do one and she teach me and yeah, she helped me really a lot!
And during the teaching session, she teased me a lot!
She decorated this, and that until I can decorate it myself.
And now see it yourself, my own decoration for my own blog *wink*

Sorry for the too long post, I just want to share you how I feel~
And this anniversary too, All Cassiopeia around the world make a trend on Twitter :


  #StandbyTVXQ9anni


The trend became WorldWide trend on twitter.
Well, it would since Cassiopeia and BigEast combine together today.
In Malaysia it Number.2 ~
So, for today post, I just want to say:

Congratulation, my boys for your anniversary~
And I think this is the best gift for Cassiopeia and BigEast all around the world for this Christmas ~
And to Muslim - Cassiopeia like me, It is best gift for the holiday.

Like Jaejoong said :


'Cassiopeia, show us that you unDEFEATED'

Okay Cassie and my dear readers~
Thank you all for reading my post and I LOVE YOU ALL~

Happy 9th Anniversary , Cassiopeia and BigEast.




Bye~