.. My Obsession ..

Hey you all~
It the happy owner-shii again~
Assalamualaikum, Anyeonghasaeyo and Hello.
Yeah, you all read the tittle right?

I was watching tv with my mother at channel 703  (Asian Food Channel)
My mother and I are fans of Anna Olson and yeah we try out her recipes mostly.
So after watching Anna then come this show name '......with Nigela' 
I can't remember the show name~ I'm really sorry.

So, It make me recall the memories of Nigela when that time I'm just new to TVXQ 
and yeah you all know my biased Jaejoong aka he's a good cook..
then when I see Nigela during that time, I really envy her because she can cook *I'm just one innocent people that love Jaejoongie  -- Forgive me -- Jealousy overdoes*

So, yeah my inner spirit tell me that I have to be a really good cook to beat Nigela~
Then, my mother was like ' what are you smiling alone ' but in Malay of course i just translate it.
I'm just so innocent back then that I compete with Nigela to win Jae heart~

but after accessing my life in this online~
Yeah, reality hit me in the head that I have to compete with 800,000,000..... to win Jae heart..
I was like... 'Wani..Wani, don't be too too innocent,okay'

It would be a miracle if Jaejoong choose you and change is religion for you~
Yeah.. when I get to know more about this man!
You won't believe what my first fanfics that I read..
It's 'YunJae' XDD because I scroll goggle to take some of Jaejoong picture 
then I saw his picture with wings behind..
I'm really curious and my curiousness dragged me into this fanfic website and also LJ.

*fanfics mean the story you create that fictional only involve you with your bias or you pairing them with thei own group.. something like that*

A little information about Jaejoong that I kept in my lappy~

Happy Reading

- he was born in Gangnam Province , South Korea.
- born on 26 January 1986
- he was adopted by the 'KIM' since that time his own mother can't afford to take care of him.
- his birth family name is 'Han' 
- at the age of 15, he want to be independent and went to Seoul to become a singer.
- he faced difficulties in Seoul but his dream never disappoint him
- he went to SM audition in 2001 and yeah got accepted since he beat all 500 contestant wit his voice. (this one I really salute him)
- debut as a singer in '동방신기' with Yunho, Junsu, Yoochun and Changmin with their 'HUG' song.
- he's the lead singer in the band.
- position center since he's the shortest one XD . poor Joongie~
- the omma in TVXQ cause he likes to cook and take care his members like a mother so much.
- love spicy dish even cook spicy food.
- love child 'Changmin aka MinFood'
- well, he's beautiful. (can't you see even more beautiful than girls! XD)
- wants to be in TVXQ forever until his health screw him up.
- he's paranoid about what people think about him that why he really careful with what he's wearing even cover his mouth while laughing.

Random Facts About Kim Jaejoong ( cr. onetvxqforums)

♪ He likes to look at mirror so do not by any chance take away his mirror!
♪ When he gets very excited he will start to speak in ‘native’ slang.
♪ He don’t know how to use his eyes to ‘electrocute’ girls so don’t ask him to do that.
♪ He hate it when people say he is pretty, he want people to regards him as handsome/cool, not pretty as pretty is for girls.
♪ He likes unique under garment. (that’s why fans give him t- back!)
♪ He looks very cool but actually deep down inside he is warm hearted so don’t hurt his feeling!
♪ Once during a Coca-cola drinking competition he fainted after drinking Coca-cola so now he has a phobia against Coca-cola!
♪ He has to wear eye mask when sleeping. bur eight now he didn't it anymore :)
♪ He has a slim and fragile waist, so do not hug him cos it’ll break!XD
♪ He likes cooking very much so he likes fans to give him recipe book from various countries as a gift. But don’t ask him to cook with you, he don’t like to cook together with other people.
♪ Has 11 piercings (4 in the left ear, 5 in the right ear, 1 in his belly, 1 in his_______) I don't know *don't thing pervert thing!
♪ Has tattoos in both his back (first it was only 'TVfXQ Soul' and now there’s more addition of The pleasures of the mighty are the tears of the poor; A song will outlive sermons in the memory; Hope to the end), and his chest (Always Keep the Faith)
♪ Likes eating spicy food. In fact, he ate world’s most spiciest peppers with ease and thinks that Naga Jolokia pepper, with a Scoville (scale of hotness) rating of 1,041,365 would taste good in a dish. Fellow TVXQ! members complain that Jaejoong, who is the group’s best, and only cook, always prepares food to his taste and not theirs.
♪ Enjoys cooking in his spare time.
♪ Can text message really quickly and accurately, and likes to use many emoticons in his messages.
♪ Calls himself the “expert” at Rock, Paper, Scissors.
♪ Has broad shoulders in contrast with his thin waist line.
♪ He likes girls who has pretty hands and feet. you know who he's prefer too XD
♪ Believes he will marry a fan, wants 2 daughters and 1 son.
♪ Doesn’t really like his own voice because he thinks it sounds “awkward”.
♪ First kiss in the 6th grade (it was a cheek kiss). stated that girl wasn't that pretty!!
♪ Hates girls who are very self centered and full of themselves.
♪ Childhood dream was to be a grocery store owner, so that he could eat all the cookies.
♪ Broke his leg during “Rising Sun” promotions, rendering him unable to dance or perform with the members for a couple of months.
♪ Has a habit of sometimes sticking his tongue out after singing his part on stage performances.
♪ Able to move each of his shoulder blades separately.
♪ Able to inflate his stomach to 36 inches.
♪ Colored his hair blonde for the first time in late 2006 because Xiah Junsu told him you should try it and see how it looks.
♪ Shares a work-room with Micky Yoochun
♪ Enjoys eating cereal (with milk) whenever he wants (usually during dinner).
♪ Feels that Japanese Curry mixes really well with rice.
♪ Does not make very good “First Impressions”.
♪ Wants to be the Hero in the entertainment industry so stage name is Hero Jaejoong.
♪ Doesn’t like to do dishes.
♪ Talkative.

He like to cook, right? 

so I leaned to cook because of him.

Now, still learning to cook from my skill omma.

I prefer cooking more than baking since the baking things had to be measure.. 

Baking have this so called math thing involve and I didn't really like that.

But, right now Yeah still learning to bake the cupcake after the biscuit.

Auw... I will upload the picture when the cupcake is done^^

About the adoption, her own birth family want him back in 2006 if I not mistaken as 'Han' when he already aka Kim Jaejoong which leading him to unexpected pressure but luckily his team members was there to be with him.

So, he decided he will be loyal to his both family as Han and the Kim.

and he also stated that he want to be as Kim Jaejoong since he live and until now as Kim not Han.

This is just I got but to tell you,

knowing 5 of them is the best and because of them I communicate with all Cassiopeia over the world.

My Cassie friend that I really close is from Japan well BigEast of course.

She's awesome and yeah Singapore but mostly Malaysia.

Korean Cassie, until now I can see them but never chat with them.

Because of OT5, I have this dream of mine~

1) I really want to meet them

2) Korea is my second house

3) I should go and stay at Korea in the future

4) Live in Korea with my family

5) I will stalker them even I have kids XDD

6) well, good result in SPM really my goal now to study at Korea *please pray for me*

Yeah.. crazy you could say but Korea woah~

Beautiful but Jaejoongie more beautiful ^_^

Ok.. that all~

Bye-Bye, guys~

p/s : BooJae is cooking now in the kitchen while MinFood keep stealing those chicken wing!

Owner -shii    : yah~ stop stealing.

MinFood       : I'm not stealing.. I'm eating.

Owner -shii   : >_>

BooJae         : Minnie.. don't eat more, nae~ they won't be enough for 5 of us.

MinFood      : 5? why.. it's 6 of us~

BooJae         : Wani won't be eat with us tonight,Minnie.

MinFood      : Wae?

BooJae         : she's going out with her boyfriend *giggles*

Owner-shii    : auw,, Joongie~

MinFood      : what~ this idiot have boyfriend??

Owner-shii    : of course,you devil! Jealous?

MinFood      : not even once.

Owner-shii   : bye Joongie *wave hand* *door close*

BooJae        : have fun,darling~

MinFood     : she did have boyfriend! *worried*

BooJae       : what's wrong, Minnie?

MinFood    : nothing.

~TBC~

..precious time..

Assalamualaikum, Anyeonghasaeyo and Hello~
yay! it's the owner-shii again *wink*
For our dating today
the owner-shii want to share her precious time and sweet moments with her beloved and best friends^^

It a week before school end and owner - shii grabbed this opportunity to enjoy her time with her best friends.
Among this week, watching horror movie and scream really our favourite past time.
Horror movie *shiver*
But that the best time when even other classmate join us watching it.
You could say the whole class join in and plus other classes.

Let's introduce my precious friends :

Ira ^_^

me and Farahim

Cik Mai and Nora

Miza

Ira is well known for her intelligence among 6 of us which she's not with us anymore to persuade her study in boarding school. Congratulation ,my friend you deserve it~

Mai is smart and famous for her friendly attitude that sometime cause misunderstanding among those people who judge her by appearance not inside her. she 's the one who always give me advise about life when I'm facing difficulties and yeah, it helped me a lot. Thanks Mai, you're the best and Mai also famous for her nickname Cik Mai since she's the daughter of Encik Ariffuddin aka Encik Arip.. when she had this title among my friends ' Cik Arip kain belah' when she's in form 2 , so the Cik stick to her until now.
All my friends called her Cik Mai *nice*

Farahim is my first friend I know when I was 13 years old which the time ii enter the high school.I knew her because of KPOP (TVXQ) and yeah we continued talking and that the time I know about this kpop things.
But, the best time I never forget when she helped me in my study same as Ira but I sit next to her that time so she's the one who helped me a lot. She teach me this history thing and yeah I got 'A' in my PMR , thanks to her. I always got 'D' in every exam.
She's someone that can catch up thing fast and the smart. She also can remember thing easily.
Thanks Farahim and don't think too much okay, my friend. Just take the things happen in your life easily.
Try to think and avoid yourself for falling into it deeply.

Nora, she's someone who very gentle, smart, caring and well behave person. well, it called an honest girl and very quiet person. Nora is someone who I always look for since she's gentle and well behave. Want ot be like her. auuw (>_<)
Yeah, she helped me a lot in my mathematics and the subject goes on.
But the funniest thing is she's a scary person when 2 of us me and mai don't listen what she want.
She only can get angry with me and mai since mai and I like to fool around. but Nora never ever will against farahim since she's the king of scary XD.

Lastly, Miza. She's smart and like to read novels so so much. Then she will imagine this novels character by herself like the ff I read. (^_^)When we're story telling each other.. mostly she ended up quiet cause she can express her feeling to us so yeah we talked rubbish after that. That what we do the best.

Yeah, misunderstanding between us never will fade away from my memories. This misunderstanding cause all 5 of us shut up and yeah mostly we try to find an excuse or excuses to make the surrounding not to intense.
Then, all of us decided to talked what our problem are and yeah we reached our final.
And yeah the discussion lead us to reach our goal that what matter happen , let's trust  each other and try to talk when we have problem.
So, the 5 of us didn't have this 'SELFISH' and ' SPOILED' attitude in ours.

About me~ I can't say anything since different person.. different view~
All about my friends, I learned to know them a little by little after so much time we always been together.

Yeah, all 6 of us have weakness and we try to fixed it but sometimes it looked bad in those people eyes.
What do we care because what we aiming for is to reach our goal in SPM -> '9A' and be ourselves.

And readers, do you know what, we're going through this with HIS guide.
We still have Allah to be with us and with that we believe that He's the only one who know what our heart are. So, we didn't mind what those people want to say to us.

So, from here, from 13 years old me and now, 16.. I have known people so well that sometimes I'm afraid to make new friends. Afraid what they will say to me or to 5 of us.
But, it's okay now. The 5 of us have talked we decided we want to reach our goal and just keep our ears shut.

To,
Ira,Mai, Farahim, Nora and Miza~
Thank you for your present in my life and to tell you guys,
I never regret meeting you because that was the best time I have share with all of you.
I love you all.
Let's always be together even we're far away.
Let's go through this with strength and with HIS guide, we can reached our goals.

To our parents, thank you for letting us to go to school and care about us.
We make promise to always make you smile and do our very very best to achieve our success.
We owe you our life and with that, we thank you for giving this life to us.
We sure will make you smile of our achievement.

I want to thanks to all teaches who teach us because never give up give your all in helping us until now.
I didn't know how to pay you because all we can do to make you smile is our achievement.
Please continue to give us your best and just mad at us for our bad attitude because from that we learned our mistakes.

Thank you.

p/s : auww.. one of my teachers read my blog. she mad at me cause i don't use rules in writing this feeling of mine.

Owner -shii     : sorry teacher, I will do my best to correct my grammar.
MinFood        : better correct your cooking.. you chocked me to death with your so call sandwiches~
Owner- shii     : yah!!  it's not my fault that you eat without looking what you stuffed into your big mouth. Crazy food monster ~
CuteDolphin    : Chunie, he ate my supper sandwiches that I made for you.. meannie~ *with his cute pout*
WideForhead  : Thanks Min, without you I will ended up in hospital.. you know my baby can't cook.
MinFood         : (O.O).... hyung, how could you~ *whine*
YunnieBear      : my BooJae can cook, jealous ? *smiled michieviously*
BooJae            : auww.. Yunnie.. *blushing*

Owner -shii     : enough 5 of you, I talked about my friends here~
YunnieBear     : your friends sound like us.. 5 different people meet and going through difficulties together. it called fate.
BooJae           : I will never forget the time we share together.
WideForhead  : we're family so do you, Wani. Stay strong.
CuteDolphin   : yeah.. just believe that you can do it. It will help you like what we are now.
MinFood        : just be yourself and never give up.. if you're giving up without trying.. what the use of your goals?
BooJae          : Minnie's right, Wani. Do your best. Don't give up until you reached it, okay.
YunnieBear    : Try your best and in the same time helped your friends because, they the one you will be           searching if you need help other than your family.
BooJae          : and try to understand your friends well okay, Wani~
Owner - shii   : I will. I love you, Changmin, Yoochun , Junsu, Jaejoong and Yunho. Maybe I'm too obsess with 5 of you( ok, I admit this is call obsession) but that make me felt a little bit lighter with all the problem I faced.. your laugh never failed to make me smiled and thank you for making me understand those korean word. Still learning them but so far it's not difficult at all. and MinFood, I thought your brain only think about food XDD

OT5             : You're welcome.
Min Food      : yah~  what're you label me for?
Owner -shii   : food monster~
MinFood      : I got brain to, idiot~
Owner -shii  : no dinner for you. that FINAL!
MinFood     : oh my baby.. don't go away..my baby food...


Owner -shii got hit by bricked cause have super high level of imagination ~
Bye - Bye *wave hands*

..I love this..

..Purchasing TVXQ Merch..

It the sarcastic owner - shii again
So before we start off our so call 'Purchase TVXQ Merch'
should I call them merch, whatever~
Assalamualaikum, Anyeonghasaeyo and Hello~

Ok, so you read the tittle ,right^^
my last 5 or 6 .. maybe 7 post I stated that I'm purchasing TVXQ as usual goods..
So, here's the list that I'm waiting now to reach my home in 1 week.

TVXQ Goods/Merch/Album.. etc..etc..etc...

1) TVXQ - CATCH ME (SPECIAL EDITION)
2) Tohoshinki - TRICK Member Project include 5 member main singing of the song.
3) Tohoshinki - SUPERSTAR (CD+DVD)
4) TVXQ - I AM. Postcard.
5) TVXQ - The 3rd StoryBook in LA.

The number 5 is , I found that a Cassie is selling off her Aunt TVXQ album since
her Aunt is hard core Cassie and love KPOP but she's not into it now~

I just asking her what did she sell and she just mention this and other 3 :
1 - TVXQ HUG Photobook
2 -  TVXQ Rising Sun repackage STORYBOOK 4- Five Secret Story
3 - TVXQ 2nd photo book Summer Paradises in Bora Bora, comes with stickers, set of mini posters and DVD
4 - 3rd photobook In L.A with audio CD and stickers


Then, I started to search about all 4 this and you know what~
all this 4 above stated that - OUT OF PRINT-
means, they not publishing them anymore!!!!
I was like 'really, man, I got to have this'

Yeah, I started to ask for the Hug, if it still available but I already reserved and that mean '1 DOWN'!
then, I started again at no.3 but the price is so high ,so I change my mind.
Then, there are 2 left and I was like 'Please price, be nice to me'
And you know, the price really behave this time.
So, I immediately check my -safety backup account- and yeah once again I have to choose between these 2

After so much, battling with myself
I told her that I'm going with the LA one since I quite cheaper than the other one.
But, I tell her that after I buy the LA, if no one take the Rising Sun, please save them to me!

Yeah, call me a TVXQ freak but seriously Cass,
it all -OUT OF PRINT-
that why I'm rushing~
and do you all know ??
I have like more than 24 album of TVXQ to purchase [EXCLUDE -JYJ+HOMIN]
Since the Tone and The Beginning.. etc..etc...etc... cause TVXQ5 member album should be the #1st.
Yeah, it will take me until I'm marriage,you know~

So, this is all I got~
I can't wait to see them and feel them in my owns hands~
I will update all about them,okay.
Stay Tuned^^

Bye guys~ *hugs you*

--YunnieBear is with me now, crying *annoying*--
-- BooJae mad at him cause he mess up with BooJae kitchen aka MinFood Paradise Island --
-- still no sign of WideForhead and CuteDolphin --
-- yes, owner-shii is going crazy again ,MinFood is chewing now beside me --

Owner-shii : stop it ,Minnie!
MinFood   : why??? I did nothing wrong!
Owner-shii : you're muching at my ears!
MinFood   : but, you know you love it *husky voice*~
Owner-shii : *blushing* this guy know how to make me blush.