Today, in this so hot weather I'm being an emoshinki T.T
Sorry guys but the reason behind this is make me cry like an insane person here.
I was bored of myself and opened up Youtube and I found this 'The Secret 091024'
I click on it and my emoshinki began here T.T
You can watch it here : The Secret 091024
It a story about how out five boys make until this far.
Our Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun , Changmin and Junsu.
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'Do you know, everyone who in the industry of music and entertainment are so 'wow' with DBSK?'
I'm myself don't know until I watch that video.
Yeah, I know their name is really big and famous but when so many producers and composer are so look up to them I cried so much.
They all said :
- DBSK to make this far with their music is really 'wow' to me
- I think it because of their hard work and they are really easy going to get along with
- They are the people who love music and want to share musics with others who love their musics
- They have a big name in Korea and to have a big name in 'JAPAN' is really 'wow'
- I thought ' will they die like this?' , ' they never stop singing until 3-4 songs'
I always think that' it's okay for them to make mistake as they are also a human being, right?'
But after I watch that video and heard what people talked about them, that time I know :
' DBSK really work hard not to show their bad side , it's not because they don't want but because they think they will disappoint their fans, if they act like that :((
'they are the people who really love musics and they don't care for the popularity as they just want their music to be heard and love by all their fans :('
I cried so much , thinking that they always think about others than themselves and now when they are not together as one group anymore, really break my heart when the break up is not entirely their fault :(
' They have become an idol after 4 years building their name in Japan'
Can this sentences break me more T.T
They struggle for 4 years to make their musics being well-known for their fans.
- Tokyo Dome is their only dream -
* If they achieve Tokyo Dome, they can achieve everything
Yes, Tokyo Dome.
Not some artist could performed there. I'm not telling that 'DBSK' is awesome since I'm their fans but please do searched more about them to know 'how they all can stand on that stage'
They came to Japan as a newbie singer not so famous singers they are right now.
They released many singles until 'Purple Line' swap the #1 in Oricon Chart .
*Oricon Chart in Japan are only for amazing singers like Beatles can be there.
They continued to work hard from the very beginning as they make tons of variety shows.
They keep moving forward until they stand on their dream stage 'Tokyo Dome' .
*Even though I'm a fans after their break up, watching how they performed on Tokyo Dome was absolutely amazing and Cassiopeia, I truly love you for making them who they are today.
To make to Tokyo Dome was really hard for Koreans singers as even Japanese singers themselves cannot do like DBSK do.
But today 'Tokyo Dome' had lost it shine.
I'm so sorry for saying this (I'm really sorry for Japan citizens) but after DBSK broke up, many of Korean groups performed there without any achievement.
Yes, some of them thanked DBSK for these but what happen to Tokyo Dome right now, I just lost of words.
And the nonsense keep on happening until I'm a Cassiopeia myself felt that :
-- > 'Tokyo Dome is only a stage for singers to make performance'
Tokyo Dome is not the Tokyo Dome that used to be once in the past.
'Do you know how many fans had left them after their break up?'
I know all of you is sick with this same goes to me but to know they easily left DBSK just broke my heart more.
But to think logically, is not their fault entirely as :
First from the Daum chart, DBSK had the most fans over 800 thousands people.
After the break up only left 600 thousands people and to think why the number decreased so much because (from my logically thinking) :
1- there only 2 members left as DBSK so who left the fanclub are MAYBE the JYJ biased.
2- they lumping lose their faith
3- go to the other group
I guess these are reasons.
Sometimes.. no..no.. every time I wondered how could they have stans?
I mean the stans before becoming one, they are Cassiopeia right?
But after the break up they being mad, nuts and crazy until Cassiopeia name itself, it really hard to hold not to mention the 'DBSK' also.
Seriously, Cassiopeia the OT5 fans are really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really amazing!
Let's look what Cassie had been through to protect the five :
First, they had to fight with the stans of course which also the sasaeng fans!
Second, they rich..even though they don't have much money yet they still buying their albums.
Not to mention, DBSK always #1 in the Gaon albums sales.
Third, they insane. They even got anti for themselves xD
But it's okay, as long as there are CASSIOPEIA, there are the five boys that we love so much :)
Some info about our fandom : TVXQ's Cassiopeia also What is Cassiopeia?
*Only TVXQ Cassiopeia have their wiki for themselves.
Not to mention, Changmin give us this name ;)
'Do you know they already give up in the past?'
Do you all remember the 'Five in The Black Tour'?
They sang 'Proud' while they're crying.
That time they said they are almost giving up being a DBSK but after singing Proud and looking at their fans , they cried and all of their five heart spoke the same things ' let's go until the end'.
Guys, do you what happened if they giving up that time ??
We can never heard their musics,
We can never saw that smile,
We can never felt the happiness,
We can never felt the sadness,
We can never see they performance
Last but not least, we can never see and know the five of them.
I just cannot stop myself when remembering this painful feeling they had.
It's truly showed that they really had being through so much yet still they keep on smiling.
I just love them too much that sometime I think that they break up is never happen!
I know, I'm being delusional right now had to accept the past but to me they always remain in my heart.
Is this emoshinki attack again?
But seriously you need to see this video : DBSK Comment's on Proud
It look like I was there T.T
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Proud English Translation :
Passing by at a quick pace
I wonder how much of a season had already gone?
Walking through the scenery I’ve become familiar with
Without being able to slip away
From these distant memories alone
It's like I completely lost my destination
That was the time when I met you
We met by chance along this road
Even now I can’t forget, ever since that day
Much of the sorrow and anxiety I held
Everything had been changed
Through the warmth of your memories
Proud of your love
Finding two shells
Is just like a miracle..
Meeting you once more
If you're here beside me
Even the depths of my heart
Would be comfortable with this gentle feeling
Even if violent rain falls down
And strong winds blow about
I'll go out to protect this love
If we're together we can surely overcome all
Could I have thought like that at first?
So I don’t let go of this hand
I'll always gaze carefully at time
We met by chance along this road
Even now I can’t forget, ever since that day
Things that live on, things that I believe in
While changing towards happiness,
We’d both walk along together
Proud of your love
Proud of your love..
Proud of your love..
Proud of your love..
Proud of your love..
Proud of your love..
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Last but not least :
'Do you ever know they never ask for these?'
- try ask them for yourself.
I know they want to be singers but I don't think they want to be this group who being looked up so far.
They start without nothing just to delivered their songs to their fans.
They don't know they will become this big.
They don't know they will met each other.
They don't know they will become 'DBSK'
They don't know they will captured the hearts of many people.
They don't know they will hurt many hearts, shed many tears
They don't know they will had to endure so much
They don't know they will change someone live.
They don't know they will be loved by many.
They don't know they will be separated like this.
They don't know they will live like this until when.
They don't know when they will be coming back together.
They don't know when they will stand on one stage together.
They don't know when they will make their fans cried happiness together.
They don't know until when they will be together.
BUT
' They know they will work hard to give their best in everything they do' .
Before this emoshinki became worst, I just want to say :
I really really really want to thanks DBSK for making my life a truly meaningful one.
I felt pain when they broke up.
I shed tears when the injustice happen to them.
I felt hurt knowing they too are also humans that hurt by words.
Take note :
They are not perfect.
They shed tears, they can be hurt when someone leaving them, they cried if things goes too hard, they smile when they're happy because one thing, they are humans.
They are humans so I'm asking everyone who read my post to understand them.
They cannot just comeback as five. They need time to settle everything but the times they used might be forever as when something go smoothly , there's always obstacle coming their ways as they're humans like us.
But during those waiting, they showed us they still love each other.
They still 'always keep the faith' with us.
They still keeping and provide us with their songs even though they are not together.
They still keeping the 'red' .
They still hoping, hoping from that fateful day to come.
Thank you DBSK for you love,
I'll be waiting, hoping, praying for you,
I'm proud of your love.
'I keep Faith, don't Forget, We keep the Faith Eternally'
